Showing posts with label adventure. Show all posts
Showing posts with label adventure. Show all posts

Saturday, November 3, 2012

Fairy Rings: Memories From My Childhood


I remember the first time we found a fairy ring in our woods. My siblings and I, being the children of a farmer, knew better than to tramp through the back fields on our own. There were no restrictions, however, to the pinewoods that crept up alongside our gravel driveway and curled around the calf hutches near the field nearest our neighbors. We would often go exploring, as if the sparse tree cover was enough to create a Narnia in our minds. Near the old crabapple tree we discovered it; the lop-sided circle of mushrooms carved into the pine needles was a novelty for everyone. According to our mother, a fairy circle is a special place where the little people come to dance in the middle of the night. When no one was looking, I knelt within the ring and prayed a secret prayer, hoping that it was real. 

Though I would never admit it openly to my younger brothers and sisters, I believed that our small scrap of pines was far wilder than it let on. Having roamed the countryside since we could toddle, we were quite aware of the common wildlife that called our woods “home.” One had only to wander through with open ears to know that it was alive. Birds called to each other in a chorus of voices. My favorite was the cardinal’s “what-cheer, what-cheer, what-cheer, wheet, wheet, wheet,” or the chickadee’s “chick-a-dee-dee-dee.” Squirrels chattered and scolded each other in the patchy sunlight, occasionally kamikaze-jumping  to the opposite tree, causing branches to snap and creak under their weight.
One of my favorite pastimes, besides exploring the woods, was tree climbing. My father once instructed us on the best kinds of trees to climb; low-lying pine limbs were preferable to the slim branches of the maples.  I loved to scramble up a tree’s sappy branches to reach a bird’s nest, though I learned from an early age that mother birds do not appreciate children stealing their eggs. Perhaps their beady eyes had spied the same broken eggshells that I found near the firewood pile, thinking that I was culprit. What use had I for birds’ eggs? The fairy folk were guilty in my mind.
There was one particular summer that I crafted houses for my secret friends. Prickly branches and twigs along with damp, musty-smelling bark were molded into huts, leaning against the aging oaks on the edge of our woods. Pine-scented needles, soft and green all year long, were made into bedding, while acorns became cups and soup bowls. A bright blue jay’s tail feather served as a flag. My brothers and sisters never believed me that the crude structures were fairy homes.  I’m not even sure if the fairies ever appreciated my hard work because I never saw them. I knew that they were there, though. Fairy rings are a sure sign of them. 

Sunday, September 23, 2012

Hobbit Day, Saints, and A New Adventure!

Martin Freeman as Bilbo Baggins in "The Hobbit: An Unexpected Adventure"
hobbit |ˈhäbit|nouna member of an imaginary race similar to humans, of small size and with hairy feet, in stories by J. R. R. Tolkien.ORIGIN 1937: invented by Tolkien in his book The Hobbit, and said by him to mean[hole-dweller.]I identify very much with hobbits. Physically, I could be mistaken for one with my honey-brown, curly hair, round cheeks, bright eyes, and rather short stature. We enjoy many of the same pastimes, such as eating, gardening, having a pint of good ale, and smoking (actually, I don't smoke, but I do like the smell of pipes). We're both quiet folk who don't care to be pushed out of our comfort zones, who prefer the country to city life, and who like nothing more than to live simply without any uncomfortable adventures. And, just like Bilbo and Frodo Baggins, I often find myself in the midst of adventures without really planning on doing so. I thought of the two Misters Baggins yesterday, as it was not only their birthday but also the 75th anniversary of the publication of "The Hobbit." I thought of how these two memorable characters have brought joy and inspiration to many people, thanks to Professor Tolkien. I thought of my own current adventures and wondered if Frodo or Bilbo ever had conversations with God similar to my own:"God, I told you that I'd decided that I'm never going to do THAT. It would be too scary and uncomfortable. Why are you making me do THAT?!""My child, don't you trust Me?""....""Well?""Uh..., of course I trust You, God. But this is... really scary. It's not going the way that I wanted!"Yeah. Pretty pathetic, I know, but this has been my attitude about many things in my life. I'm reminded of the quote: "If you want to make God laugh, tell Him your plans." Well, that was the first mistake I made in the area of dating. As a precocious twelve-year-old, I gave God my list of qualities that I wanted in a future husband. As a naive high-schooler, I altered the list, planned out my future dating life and asked what was taking so long. Now, as a slightly disillusioned college student, I thank God that He has guarded my heart for so long and taken me on several other adventures prior to this one: just last weekend, I officially became a girlfriend...and I'm still freaking out! But God is good, nonetheless. He takes all of my "freaking out" in stride.I've pretty much decided that God uses reverse psychology. I tell him I'd rather not do something a certain way, and He marks it on His "To Do" list. Ok, perhaps that's a little snarky, but I'm pretty sure that St. Teresa of Ávila felt the same ways sometimes. She had quite a quirky relationship with the Creator of the Universe. One of my favorite stories of her tells of how she fell off her donkey, looked up to heaven, and said, "If this is the way that You treat Your friends, I'm not surprised that You don't have very many!" Dang, talk about gutsy! Or think of Padre Pio, whose feast we celebrate today: after begging God to take away the visible stigmata and allowing him to continue receiving the pain, God gives him even more supernatural gifts in addition to the stigmata! I could go on and on, not just with other saints, but with examples from my own life. My point, though,  is this: God likes to push us a little. Sometimes he only knocks on the door of our hearts, as Gandalf the Wizard knocked on the round, red door of Bilbo's hobbit-hole. Other times, he forcibly pushes us out onto the road, via circumstances, and before we know it, we're in the middle of an adventure. Why does God do this? Isn't it enough that we struggle with concupiscence, with human frailty, with fear? Why does He feel the need to ask us to do hard things? Because He wants us to be SAINTS! Teresa of Ávila, Padre Pio, Rose of Lima, Miguel Pro, Pope John Paul II, Gregory the Great, Angela of Foligno, Kateri Tekakwitha, Joseph the Worker, Clare and Francis of Assisi... the list goes on. Did these people suffer as we do? Yes. Did they struggle with their faith at times? Yes. Did they sometimes doubt that they would reach the end of their adventures intact? Yes. And yet, these people are all held up by the Church as examples of extreme holiness. God pushed them all a little bit (some more than others). He sent His Spirit to speak to their hearts, asking "are you willing to do My will?" And their replies were, "Yes, Lord." With God's grace, I hope that I may one day reach half their level of piety... but until then, I'll continue on my adventure of life and pray.P.S. In honor of yesterday's celebration of Hobbit Day (which I missed due to illness), I end with Bilbo's poem for your enjoyment:


The Road goes ever on and on
Down from the door where it began.
Now far ahead the Road has gone,
And I must follow, if I can,
Pursuing it with weary feet,
Until it joins some larger way,
Where many paths and errands meet.
And whither then? I cannot say.

Sunday, August 5, 2012

And So It Begins...

A life is a truly thought-provoking subject. I will resist the urge to list the endless supply of clichés used to describe a life (like a box of chocolates, full of surprises, etc.), but if you really pause and ponder the complexities of one's life, it's a bit overwhelming! We do our best to simplify it - one is born, lives for a while, and dies - but by simplifying a life, we do a great injustice to ourselves. If we limit living to the space in between being born and dying, we are ignorant of a greatness, a destiny.

I believe with all my heart that every life, simply by existing, affects other lives. Whether one is an unborn child, a CEO, a criminal, a blue collar worker, a refuge, a homeless person, a cloistered nun, or a student like myself, his life is valuable and powerful. Through this blogging experience, I would like to uncover the mysteries, the surprises, the struggles, and much more of life by documenting my own experiences. I hope that, while my own life is rather uneventful, it may inspire poignant posts that bring joy, humor, and encouragement to those who choose to read my blog.

Just as Professor Tolkien described so eloquently (see above picture), I have decided to begin an adventure but am lacking a companion. Would you care to join me, dear reader?